I am beginning this blog on Memorial Day 2010, our only national holiday for remembering those who have died. Unfortunately, in the past the real meaning of the day often got lost as we enjoyed a three-day weekend or rushed to begin summer vacation.
Charles Ives, the American composer, wrote “Decoration Day,” a work that depicts the events of his childhood: his father’s band played a mournful tune as they marched to the town cemetery where a trumpet played “Taps,” and then the band played a lively march as they returned home to normal life.
On past Memorial Days, we would fly the flag at half-mast, participate in a national “moment of remembrance,” attend a VFW flag ceremony, and then head off to the park or to the mountains. Somehow we thought we could grieve for a moment and then “get on with life.” But now we have lost our precious daughter, we find that life never returns to “normal” and our grief is always with us.
This seems like a great start to a great blog. I'm anxious to see how it progresses. I think your perspective on life changes after you lose a loved one and it's nice to have a place to discuss it.
ReplyDeleteMy uncle committed suicide May 3. An upright, loving LDS man, he apparently suffered from agonizing, continual headaches (which he kept secret from most people) with no hope of ever getting respite. The entire extended family is shocked and bewildered. It's difficult to know how to deal with a death like this.
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